Holy Cow.

24 May

I have wanted to believe in the power to manifest what I want, but it’s always shocking when it happens. Today, I’m here to tell you, it happened – or a lot of it. Most of it. A good deal of it. At any rate something happened that I had been focusing on for a very long time. I can focus like a son of a bitch when I want. The problem is that I get caught up in the seeing and forget about the rest of the senses which play a huge role in bringing a vision to life. Seeing is fine, but feeling is rocket juice. You want something to happen, you have to feel like it’s happening. I’m good at that too, but not always smart about it. That’s kind of frightening, because you feel a little stupid sometimes. Like when you keep manifesting the worst song on the radio. You hate it so much that you’re loving it into your life.

The past three days were different though. What I wanted was circling me like I was the sun holding a Jimmy Dean breakfast sandwich. How was I to bring it in? My theory (and the theory of smart people who have been doing this for ages) is feeling what you want. Don’t just want it. WANT IT. Try imagining a kiss that you want but can’t have. Make it chocolate if you want. Just imagine it. Know it. Be there until one of you melts the other. Then wait until your toes feel it. You got this full-on kiss making you feel damn fabulous. How do you feel? Fffffffffffffffffffantastic. You want to scream, because it’s the best kiss you’ve ever pulled out of a hat. Now, don’t make the mistake of trying to see. Remember the feeling. Make it primary to the scenes which you’d have play out before you – with you. I believe that is what finally drew my vision into the third dimension.

WHETHER IT ACTUALLY DID…

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